{"id":1088,"date":"2018-09-07T01:49:04","date_gmt":"2018-09-07T08:49:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/?p=1088"},"modified":"2018-09-07T01:49:04","modified_gmt":"2018-09-07T08:49:04","slug":"on-the-right-path","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/?p=1088","title":{"rendered":"On the right path…"},"content":{"rendered":"

It’s been a busy summer around here, full of learning and adjusting to lots of new things for me!\u00a0 We planted a huge (for us) garden and have been trying to use all of the stuff, built a fence, got our alpacas and learned (still learning, actually) how to take care of them, got a spinning wheel and had my first lesson on that, taught myself on my drop spindle, learned to pressure can, and am still doing a ton of water bath canning and preparing soooooo many apples and pears for preservation.\u00a0 Plus I’m homeschooling both kids now, and both kids are doing fall soccer, and I am taking care of my cousin’s beautiful daughters three full days a week and am trying to figure out how to balance all of that stuff.\u00a0 \u00a0 My kids are also at difficult phases and they are fighting with me and each other a lot.\u00a0 And is there ever enough sleep for moms?<\/p>\n

In the past few days, I realized I’m hitting a wall… my brain is full and I am tired… bone-tired, mama tired, farmer tired.<\/p>\n

I usually get a second wind after putting the kids to bed when I head out to do farm chores… I water the garden, take care of any food and water needs the chickens may have, and give the alpacas water and hay or grain and clean up their poop, and sometimes if they don’t need a lot of things, I just visit them.\u00a0 A couple of nights ago I took my glass of wine with me to say hi.\u00a0 I said to myself, “Beautiful night? Alpaca wine,” and then I laughed and laughed.<\/p>\n

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They left me hanging… but they were so cute doing it, I couldn’t help but smile.<\/p>\n

Last night was the greatest recharge, though.\u00a0 I’ve been feeling like I’m not doing enough to “train” the girls or get them ready for handling.\u00a0 We haven’t even touched the halters that we got and it’s been almost two months.\u00a0 I was feeling kind of down on myself about not doing it all… (no one can, I know, but I still think I should and I beat myself up about it).<\/p>\n

So I head down to the alpacas and start to fill up one of their waters and they come running… look at their faces! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

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And look at this sunset over the garden.\u00a0 Ahhhhhhhh… I took a deep breath.\u00a0 It’s gonna be okay.<\/p>\n

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And then the hose was wound up in the shape of an upside down heart… or a pretzel, but heart is more encouraging!<\/p>\n

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Another great view!<\/p>\n

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So I went into the alpaca fence and decided to clean up poop… I had two loads done and while I was emptying the second one, apparently the girls thought they should fill it back up! \ud83d\ude42\u00a0 They crack me up!<\/p>\n

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But THEN, they came right up to me!\u00a0 Like, so close… first Zoe, who has been trying to be the boss of the alpacas, but is aloof or skittish when we get close.\u00a0 Last night, though, Zoe was right there next to me.<\/p>\n

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I was talking to them about halters and how if we can figure out the halter thing we can take walks… and about cleaning up their poop and about how glad I am that they’re here… and about how the grass is drying up but the rains will return and, until then, we have hay!<\/p>\n

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Seriously… look how close they got!!!!<\/p>\n

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Then, Midori, the other boss of the alpacas, stepped forward.\u00a0 This was a little scarier because she is also known as “the spitter”.\u00a0 She has “sneezed” on a few of us here, and I’ve gotten stuck in the cross fire when she was spitting on Zoe once.\u00a0 It is not fun.\u00a0 I was nervous but also honored that she wanted to be that close to me.\u00a0 It was really special and sweet.<\/p>\n

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And then… she tapped me with her\u00a0 nose.\u00a0 There were hearts and flowers everywhere I looked… she looooooooves me!!!!\u00a0 No spitting, no sneezing, no running… she tapped me.\u00a0 And then Zoe came up behind me and tapped me, too!\u00a0 It was the best farm chore evening ever!!!\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Look at her!!!<\/p>\n

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I really needed some reassurance about what I’ve taken on.\u00a0 I needed to know that I was on the right path and that things will be okay.\u00a0 I got it, and it was amazing!!!<\/p>\n

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It’s been a busy summer around here, full of learning and adjusting to lots of new things for me!\u00a0 We planted a huge (for us) garden and have been trying to use all of the stuff, built a fence, got our alpacas and learned (still learning, actually) how to take care of them, got a spinning wheel and had my first lesson on that, taught myself on my drop spindle, learned to pressure can, and am still doing a ton of water bath canning and preparing soooooo many apples and pears for preservation.\u00a0 Plus I’m homeschooling both kids now, and both kids are doing fall soccer, and I am taking care of my cousin’s beautiful daughters three full days a week and am trying to figure out how to balance all of that stuff.\u00a0 \u00a0 My kids are also at difficult phases and they are fighting with me and each other a lot.\u00a0 And is there ever enough sleep for moms? In the past few days, I realized I’m hitting a wall… my brain is full and I am tired… bone-tired, mama tired, farmer tired. I usually get a second wind after putting the kids to bed when I head out to do farm chores… I water the garden, take care of any food and water needs the chickens may have, and give the alpacas water and hay or grain and clean up their poop, and sometimes if they don’t need a lot of things, I just visit them.\u00a0 A couple of nights ago I took my glass of wine with me to say hi.\u00a0 I said to myself, “Beautiful night? Alpaca wine,” and then I laughed and laughed.   They left me hanging… but they were so cute doing it, I couldn’t help but smile. Last night was the greatest recharge, though.\u00a0 I’ve been feeling like I’m not doing enough to “train” the girls or get them ready for handling.\u00a0 We haven’t even touched the halters that we got and it’s been almost two months.\u00a0 I was feeling kind of down on myself about not doing it all… (no one can, I know, but I still think I should and I beat myself up about it). So I head down to the alpacas and start to fill up one of their waters and they come running… look at their faces! \ud83d\ude42 And look at this sunset over the garden.\u00a0 Ahhhhhhhh… I took a deep breath.\u00a0 It’s gonna be okay. And then the hose was wound up in the shape of an upside down heart… or a pretzel, but heart is more encouraging! Another great view!   So I went into the alpaca fence and decided to clean up poop… I had two loads done and while I was emptying the second one, apparently the girls thought they should fill it back up! \ud83d\ude42\u00a0 They crack me up! But THEN, they came right up to me!\u00a0 Like, so close… first Zoe, who has been trying to be the boss of the alpacas, but is aloof or skittish when we get close.\u00a0 Last night, though, Zoe was right there next to me. I was talking to them about halters and how if we can figure out the halter thing we can take walks… and about cleaning up their poop and about how glad I am that they’re here… and about how the grass is drying up but the rains will return and, until then, we have hay! Seriously… look how close they got!!!! Then, Midori, the other boss of the alpacas, stepped forward.\u00a0 This was a little scarier because she is also known as “the spitter”.\u00a0 She has “sneezed” on a few of us here, and I’ve gotten stuck in the cross fire when she was spitting on Zoe once.\u00a0 It is not fun.\u00a0 I was nervous but also honored that she wanted to be that close to me.\u00a0 It was really special and sweet. And then… she tapped me with her\u00a0 nose.\u00a0 There were hearts and flowers everywhere I looked… she looooooooves me!!!!\u00a0 No spitting, no sneezing, no running… she tapped me.\u00a0 And then Zoe came up behind me and tapped me, too!\u00a0 It was the best farm chore evening ever!!!\u00a0\u00a0 Look at her!!! I really needed some reassurance about what I’ve taken on.\u00a0 I needed to know that I was on the right path and that things will be okay.\u00a0 I got it, and it was amazing!!!  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[55,8,19,25],"tags":[61],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1088"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1088"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1088\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1088"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1088"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stevenshomestead.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1088"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}